Inferno - Inferno, #1

I don't know where he lost his way, but we've been made to pay the price. To bear the burden of his . love. A sickening feeling stirs deep inside each time he looks at me because I know what it means. I have to follow the rules; be his good girl. It's the only way to survive in this house. Being in the dark never scared me, being alone was something I used to cherish until he began to use it against me. Against us. I just want to find the light now. The place where I know his darkness can't reach. A place where maybe everything will make sense one day, but for now, I have to be strong. I won't fall down again. I can't. Not before I find my peace there. I have to do it soon because I'm not sure how much more I can take.